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SEDUCING OWNSELF

SEDUCING OWNSELF Why are we all seducing our ownself, for the sake of happiness. Happiness is real, only when shared. Isnt that true? Cities have grown bigger and hearts have become smaller for adjustments and compromises, the essential keys, to the civilization. In the race of finding things/treasures which make us materially valuable, we are losing the very own reason of existing together. Actually, we like things to be complex. May be, to satisfy our own ego and let our ownself know that we are going to solve the complexities one day. We love only and only our urges and are seduced by them in an unsolvable-ly complexed way. The very own reason of seducing oneself and luring oneself from one platform to another is just like working in a tessaractial illusion. Just dont know where it starts or for a reason ends. We developed a society on the basis of parents, family, community and togetherness.But in the garb of our own urges we just became there slaves and submissive to...

TRAVELLING GEARS.

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TRAVELLING GEARS FOR DELHI. O My God! Its Friday, 05:20 PM and i am in office.  No No don't get me wrong, its not about Friday night party. Instead, its something more substantial and concerned with comfort. Actually, i need to catch a metro by 1715 else i will be in deep trouble.Almost all the offices call it a day at 1730. And if i by mistake co-incide with the same time. I wont even get the place to stand in a metro TRAIN. Yes i am serious and talking about a TRAIN. But believe me, i am in a city where it does makes sense. I am in Delhi or New Delhi, as they may call it. But to my horror i am already late. Finally i manage to cover 2 km to reach metro station in around 27 minutes because of the craziest traffic in the world. I may take the liberty to say that it is not a straight road of 2kms, rather, it is a straight Round about of 2 kms.where anyone can come from any side. Traffic rules!!!...they are just a myth here. At 1757, i press my feet on metro station a...

GOD and effort

                                         EFFORTLESS GOD. I have tried a lot to meet THE God. And i have failed like many others do. But i think, the only reason i could not meet him is that I WANTED to meet him. And this desire of WANTING to meet him was taking a shape of the EFFORT. And i think an effort can never help you meet him. Efforts can only help to attain certain goals and goals are never bigger than your own efforts.The more you give your self into the efforts the more bigger the goal becomes. Suddenly, i realized that to attain him, to feel him, I need to eliminate my efforts and become effortless. Away from all the thoughts and away from the sanity and insanity. I should be submissive to his will. I am his own part, and i can not have a will to love him or not. Only his love will PULL me into itself and will help me be him.That will be the final and...

TIME..........RACE

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 TIME...*...RACE Just imagine an era when a kid asked his dad "Dad when is your wedding anniversary?" Dad must be replying. "Anniversary! Now what is that?". That must be an era when there was nothing known as time or may be counting the time, days or nights. How it must have had started first counting the days than calling them a week, month, year and so on. Than it must have been difficult for the inventors to invent the hours, minutes, seconds than further to microseconds, picoseconds and femto-seconds. OMG. When will this be stopped. Actually we invented something what we call competition. If not with anyone else than must be with our ownself. Racing, and racing hard. We want to make it before the time. BEFORE THE TIME. Do we really know the amount of hours or seconds we have in our life. I dont think anyone knows that. So, technically speaking the parameter or the reference we had drawn is itself fake, Ain`t it?. The biggest source of diss...

21-12-12, A doomed DAY. ( NIRBHAYA WORLD)

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21-12-2012 DOOMS Day  22-12-12 Good morning! the world has not ended and my calender is showing me a date which says 22nd december,2012. May be the Mayan calendar couldnt evolve. So, one thing is for sure that our calendars have evolved after that. But the question which is to be asked on this day is  "HAVE WE REALLY EVOLVED AS HUMANS?".                 A few days back a girl was brutally raped. May be brutal is a small word and we need to define a new word for that heinous crime and the way it was committed. What sought of evolution have we really given to the world. I would say, certainly that the world has doomed after reading about that girl who was beaten, raped and thrown on the street to succumb to her injuries and finally to death.         We might have had evolved from apes regarding looks. But i dont think there is any animal in the world from whom we borrowed our b...

ARJUN and KRISHNA

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DEFINITION OF RENUNCIATION AND SACRIFICE Lord Krishna said: The sages define renunciation as abstaining from all work for personal profit. The wise define sacrifice as the sacrifice of, and the freedom from, the selfish attachment to the fruits of all work. (See also 5.01, 5.05, and 6.01) (18.02) Some philosophers say that all work is full of faults and should be given up, while others say that acts of sacrifice, charity, and austerity should not be abandoned. (18.03) O Arjuna, listen to My conclusion about sacrifice. Sacrifice is said to be of three types. (18.04) Acts of service, charity, and austerity should not be abandoned, but should be performed, because service, charity, and austerity are the purifiers of the wise. (18.05) Even these obligatory works should be performed without attachment to the fruits. This is My definite supreme advice, O Arjuna. (18.06) THREE TYPES OF SACRIFICE Giving up one's duty is not proper. The abandonment of ob...

Dheeye Laadliye.

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ਸੁਣ  ਨੀ  ਧੀਏ  ਲਾਡਲੀਏ  (DEDICATED TO MY DAUGHTER AASTHA SINGH) nikke nikke pair tere, nikke nikke hath, akhiyan ki boldiyan, bhalaa mainu das, uth tur vekh le jahaan aj saara tu, nikki nikki akhaan ch samet le nazaara tu,  thodi vaddi ho k, hun turna tu sikh gayi, maape tere pichhe pichhe, khedna tu sikh gi, ma-ma si kardi hundi, papa kehana sikh gi, sakhiye saheliye  ni maapeyan di laadliye, pata hi ni lageya samaa kinj beeteya, nikke nikke hath tere mehandi jogey ho gaye, tenu le ke jaan wale ghar aa khalo gaye, baap bina ek aadmi hun zindagi ch aayega, tenu sab to door apne dil ch vasaayega, baap teri doli kol khush ho khaloya c, doli jaan baad teri fer bahut roya c, baap bina sikh le hun najithhna jahaan nu, changeyaayi naal, rushnaa de tu apne jahaan nu, maapeya di asees bani, os ghar da v rizak tu, sab layi udaahran, te chhoteya layi siddak tu, ...

AUTO-GOD FERTILIZATION

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31-July-2012 AUTO GOD FERTILIZATION Why are there songs on rains? After so many years of watching cinema, I finally realized this today in a rain in delhi. Delhi Rain makes autowalas happy With a few mm of rain, as expected, our drainage system blocked and roads were flocked with so many ppl running here and there including me. And everyone seems like requesting the AUTOWALAS with a drastic change in tone relative to a normal day. "Arey Bhaiya please Metro tak chhod do Na Please". The Metro station  unreachable And Autowalas are no less than a busy IAS officer today replying with complete ignorance and arrogance."100Rs lagega, aur savaari bhi bithhaoonga, chalna hai to jaldi baitho". So, just like me you will find so many, thousands of sperms running to Autowalas and requesting to get fertilized.But this fertilization doesnt just stops here. Now catch a metro to reach the millenium, let me reqoute once again "...

My first FATHERS DAY.

Written on 17-June-2012. Fathers day A feeling which is so hollow and so much painful. It keeps on coming as a blow again and again. Yet a feeling of happiness is trying to prevail around saying "Happy Father`s Day".             Today is my first father`s day and I am the one wanting desperately to be wished.But i cant wish my own father. I lost him this year. I became father and lost my own father.I am not aware about the role destiny plays or what is the hidden agenda but still the life follows the flow of the river called destiny. I have a feeling sometimes, a strong feeling that I have my father around and he`s always with me but still we cant approach each other. I want to cry loud, so loud that he can listen to it. May be there`s something that can make this illusionary life go away and i can see the reality beyond the covers of life.     Wherever his soul may be, I want to wish for the FIRST time with a real heart that ...

Khoh( ਖ਼ੋਹ ) a vacuum.........

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ਇੱਕ ਖੋਹ ਜੇਹੀ ਪੇਂਦੀ ਹੈ  ਸੀਨੇ ਵਿਚ   ਇਸ ਦਾ ਅਰਥ ਹੁਣ ਕੀ ਸਮਝਾਵਾਂ  ਤੇਰੇ ਕਮਰੇ ਦੀਆਂ ਕੰਧਾਂ ਨੂੰ  ਹੱਥ ਮੈਂ ਲਾਵਾਂ,  ਕਦੇ ਮੈਂ ਲਭਾਂ,  ਕਦੇ ਛੋਹ ਆਵਾਂ,  ਗਏ ਗਵਾਚੇ ਨੂ ਲਭਦਾ ਜਾਵਾਂ  ਹੁਣ ਕਿਸ ਨੂ ਤੇ ਕੀ ਸਮਝਾਵਾਂ, ਜਿਸ ਦੇ ਹਥ੍ਹੋੰ ਸੀ ਖਾਣਾ ਸਿਖਿਆ  ਰੱਬ ਅੱਗੇ ਸੀਸ ਨਿਵਾਣਾ ਸਿਖਿਆ  ਰੱਬ ਦਾ ਕਿੰਵੇਂ ਹੁਣ ਸ਼ੁਕਰ ਮਨ੍ਨਾਵਾਂਗਾ  ਸੀਨੇ ਦੀ ਖੋਹ ਨੂ ਕਿੰਵੇਂ ਲੁਕਾਵਾਂਗਾ ,                                      ਮਾਂ ਨੂ ਨਿੱਤ ਮੈਂ ਮਰਦੇ ਵੇਖਾਂ ਅੰਦਰੋਂ ਅੰਦਰੀ ਸੜਦੇ ਵੇਖਾਂ  ਆਪਣੇ ਅੰਦਰ ਨੂ ਅੰਦਰ ਲਕੋ ਕੇ  ਆਪਣਿਆਂ  ਤੋ ਦੂਰ ਖੜੋ ਕੇ  ਆਪਣੇ ਪਤੀ ਕੋਲ ਜਾਣਾ ਚਾਹੁੰਦੀ ਹੈ  ਇਹ ਖੋਹ ਉਸਨੂੰ ਵੀ ਖਾਣਾ ਚਾਹੁੰਦੀ ਹੈ                                                       ਸਬ ਤੋ ਦੂਰ ਓ ਜਾਣਾ ਚਾਹੁੰਦੀ ਹੈ          ...

What the F?

Dumbs are chanting, Deafs are dancing, we are ranting, WHAT THE F...? Who is bothered, who is slaughtered, we are rottened, what the F...? Tanks are rumbling, We are mumbling, Life is stumbling, What the F...? Now dont be sorry, just write a new story, about life and glory, what the f?

Kyo Badal Gaye hum?

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Kyon....  बदल  गए हम  वो माँ का सुबह  सर पर हाथ फेर कर उठाना  और लंच बॉक्स के साथ स्कूल  को भिजवाना पापा के डर से किताबें  लेकर पड़ने  को बैठ जाना क्या बदल गया ये सब ? माँ  के हाथ की झुरीयाँ  चुभने सी लगी थी पापा की खांसी महसूस होती नहीं थी ज़िन्दगी में कुछ करने की चाह में अब लगता है बदल गया सब  ज़िन्दगी की चकाचौन्द  में सब से आगे  आँख मूँद कर फिर हम भी भागे  माँ बाप से दूर जा कर -- आखिर आज फिर हम भी जागे  लगता है जैसे बदल गए हम  अब माँ बाप को वापस लाने का दिल करता है  ज़रुरत को तकिये के  नीचे छुपाने का दिल करता है  पर वापिस जाने से आज भी  दिल डरता है  क्या सच में बदल गए हम  अब मौत की देहलीज़ पर जो खुद को खड़ा पाया है  फिर से माँ बाप का चेहरा दिल में आया है  ज़रुरत के नाम पे क्या खोया क्या पाया है  कितने बदल गए थे हम ये आज समझ में आया है   II